I want to invest in a camera to begin gaining experiance and experimenting with film but I know once I go back to college they will have free cameras for me to rent. I know investing in my own camera will be beneficial to fullfilling that part of my dreams and I will own a camera of my own eventually but I should save as money now in order to go to college in the fall and to save up for my other dream of going to london a year from now. My parents cannot help much (at all really), I cannot rely on my father, all of this will be bought by me. This is why it is difficult, these are things I have wanted to do since I was a child and they are so close to coming true. Im so torn cause I have hit this point where I dont want to wait any longer to see if I am ever good at the one thing that I love but I am going to have to sacrifice so much to get there. I am going to begin to talk in cirlces. I just dont know what will be the best option.
oh my GOD i can’t wait to hear about how many kids are caught jackin it in the theaters for 50 shades
"tea is just leaf water!" "yeah well coffee is just bean water!" wow, it’s. it’s like everything is made of things. this door is just wood rectangle. this poster is just ink paper. this lemonade is just lemon water. wow, it’s like you can combine ingredients to make things that are more enjoyable than the initial parts of the equation. sure is a magical world we live in